kepaDa insan berkenaan ataupun insan yg terasa la bile bce post kali nie..
maaf andai kata setiap perilaku/gerak geri diri ini tidak memuaskan hati sesetengah pihak..
miera da cube sebaik yg mungkin..
yup,kadang2 miera agak emo sket...
on certain case,miera leh pretend yg miera ok..
bt on the other hand,kadang2 dri ini xmampu da nk berlakon/berpura..
coz of what??
sbb ape yg dicerita..keeps playing in my mind..
kadang2 i keep asking myself why it should be like that??
maybe d answer is..
from my own bad..
maybe i have to change myself to someone better first..
maybe i should shut my mouth up first..
maybe i should stop loving n care people around me first..
maybe n maybe..
there is no specific answer..
bt i think,
i should take a drastis step..
delete the phone number..
delete all the pictures..
delete all the connection that can connect us..
because i know..
theres nothing more that i can do..
n theres nothing more u can do 2..
i know that, u r in the middle..
bt i'm quite sure, who are u gonna to choose or be side first..
so,
let i choose for u..
get a solution for u..
im taking my own step back..
there is somebody else that can take care of u..
somebody that can hear all ur problems..
somebody that can give postive respon/comment..
because i couldnt do all of that..
hmmm..
back in malay laguange..
miera mohon seribu kemaafan..seribu keampunan..
dri ini tidaklah sesempurna mana sehingga mampu berpura2 hanya utk menggembirakan hati orng len sedangkan hati ini keeps asking why both of u do that..
for me..
U DESERVE THROUGH IT NOW BASED ON WHAT U HAD DID BEFORE..
p/s~
post mengarut dikala hati/fikiran yg sngt serabut..
post yg mengarut yg dtgnye dari lubuk/dasar hati yg xsesuci mane..
post mengarut yg dibuat di kala migrain dan perut yg sakit..
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